So, a long while ago when I was having a life crisis I was talking to a friend who told me he prayed for rainbows as a way to know that the Lord hears you. So lately I have really been praying hard for one rainbow. I know that my prayer is up to me, but aren't things easier when you know that everything is going as God intended? Well I have been praying relentlessly that God will heal my heart and just help me know that this is what is best and so that I can begin to believe what everyone says. So the praying and searching for rainbows haven't turned much up, in a way I feel like that is God saying "My child it is up to you to mend this, I am here to help but as much as I may want to mend your heart you have to let me." To that I say good point. I have to make an effort to say "what is done is done, and there is nothing I can do to change it." So any way back to what I was saying, I saw a photo on facebook just a few minutes ago of a beautiful rainbow coming out of storm clouds.
If you ask me, that is perfect for the situation I am in. I feel like my life for the past few months has been a storm of emotions, and not the happy ones. I am normally a positive person, but for the past month I have been stuck in the negative of everyone else has an exciting life. Everyone else is in a reltionship with someone they love that loves them back. I have been so worried about what everyone else has and felt so sorry for myself that I forgot all of my many blessings. Ok I got off topic again, I think this was the rainbow I had been searching for. Thanks to Byron I found out I got to make up my own rainbow rules.
On a happier note I have discovered myself realizing that I think some words that we consider normal are weird, today I discovered that I think Smith is a weird word.
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