2 Weeks

Who knew that two weeks could feel like a year. It seems like so long ago that I was in a relationship thinking that I was getting married at any moment. That just shows me that God's plan is bigger and greater than I could ever dream of. I really don't know how I would of survived without my friends and family. Of course my heart still hurts, but I think that I am gaining strength on a daily basis. The hardest part about the whole thing is just gaining back the parts of me that I lost or the things that I changed about myself in order to make everything work.
Being alone is a fear of mine. I've never liked it and I don't really think I ever will. I like being surrounded by people and always having someone to talk to and tell my stories to, even if they aren't interesting. I feel like most people feel the same way as I do. I know that the more time I spend by myself the more I will become accustomed to the whole thing, but that doesn't mean that I want to.
Also, I have recently annoyed every person I know to try to find a hobby. So far we haven't come up with many. I want something active, something that makes me feel good and forget about everything else. I would love to mountain bike, but I really don't think that is a good idea, I have balance issues. I actually took the time to google hobbies, needless to say it didn't really help. It mostly just told me I could go to Hobby Lobby.
Thats all for now I guess.

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Wow, I have now given into the blog world, secretly I have always wanted to, but didn't think anyone would read so I didn't. Now I don't really care. I want to be able to look back in a few months and see how my life has changed and how much better I am doing than this day.
We'll see where the wind blows me over the next few months while I tackle getting a grown up job, moving away from the girls that have made me the person I am today, and not being too close to the family.
Thats all for now, like I said no one will read this.